Finding Him

by Vanessa Lawry

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A romantic suspense novel about memory loss, first love, betrayal, and a dangerous journey through Germany.

CINEMATIC BOOK AWARD SEMI-FINALIST 2023

Perfect for fans of Harlan Coben, Gillian Flynn, Paula Hawkins, and Jilliane Hoffman.

LOVE. MEMORIES. BETRAYAL.

Vanessa survived a car accident, but pieces of her life are missing. Names, faces, and whole stretches of time have vanished. But one memory refuses to leave her alone: him.

When a forgotten moment with her college boyfriend resurfaces, Vanessa makes an impulsive decision. She buys a ticket to Germany and sets out to find the exchange student she once loved, the man who disappeared from her life years ago. All she has is an old travel guide, a trail of clues, and the uneasy feeling that her heart remembers more than her mind will allow.

At first, the journey feels almost romantic: trains, unfamiliar cities, and the fragile hope of finding a first love. But then the flashbacks begin.

Vanessa realises she has made this trip before.

And for some reason, she has no memory of it.

As she travels deeper into Germany, Vanessa befriends a mysterious fellow passenger who seems to know more than he should. Through him, she begins to uncover what really happened four years ago, and why someone may have wanted her to forget.

Some love stories are unfinished.

Some are buried for a reason.

For Fans Of

Romantic suspense

Psychological suspense

Memory loss mysteries

First love mysteries

Second chance romance

Travel suspense

Twisty relationship thrillers

Europe-set fiction